Fufufu...Even I myself understand it. About how I have no sociability...What?....Should I stop here...?Doing all these, I mean...With this, he may hate me more and more...I really want to meet and talk with him, just like everyone else. But when I get the chance, I can't look him in the eyes and the chance would just go away....So, having thought this would be a good chance, I did this as a way to cure myself from it.But still... Doing things that the admiral dislikes... doesn't feel any good at all.
